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I was actually in the midst of writing another blogpost around two weeks ago but I decided to scrap it because I had no idea what I was ranting off about when I last resumed to finish it off, SO HAI DUR YEW.
I'd the biggest urge to write something a while back due to the fact I've started a new book and that is:
The Night Circus
It was a recommendation from one of my closest friends, Cristina- If it was recommended by anyone else I wouldn't have read it. This girl just knows me so well and of course that comes as no surprise due to the fact we've known each other since...9 years of age? As well as the fact we're not that different from each other at all; Not in a literal sense of course but then again I've no idea how to put it.
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I'm gonna go on a huge rant about men because I've the biggest urge to spazz about one of the main characters of the book which goes without saying; Marco ♡
For any Hunger Games fans {Myself being one and definitely not afraid to admit it} Marco is Peeta in every aspect of perfection basically...With Cristina carving the image of Brendan Urie as Marco in my head, it's inevitable to not have a P!ATD song to accompany this post~
"Build God, Then We'll Talk"
This song would be perfect to be the backing track for The Night Circus, not to mention this entire performance as a whole.
One of my favourite performances by Panic! At The Disco with a doubt.
Brendan honestly has one of the most flawless voices ever, oh my God.
And him in a suit.
And him in a suit.
just.
ugh.
ovaries...
pls.
~ book spazz ~
*scroll droll to avoid it*
*scroll droll to avoid it*
SO. Marco. It's better for the male to be ideally perfect rather than the female. Though I admit I prefer Celia much more to Marco, merely for the fact that she's has more of a realistic aspect to her and I looooove how she isn't a typical Mary Sue- Has a sense of strong independence to her while able to preform a perfect curtsy. She's beautiful and magically gifted however not once boastful about her power. I'd love to be Celia.
Like Peeta, Marco is gushingly perfect and dreamlike however I really had enough of cliche characters but I had my fair bit of fangirling over him I must admit. I love how he's so forward about his love for Celia- The way he's so chivalrous and intelligent. SUITS AND BOWLER HATS ASDFGHJKL; Pay attention 21st century *cough*
AND OH MY GOD.
When he first meets Isobel and brings her to a small alleyway in the pouring rain and completely changes the surroundings into this absolutely beautiful paradise and when she opens her eyes to it, the sheer delight that pours over her as she looks around and then he kisses her KNAS KNFKNJG KJV KJVD
ADV;MDAGJLNSDGKD
DAK; ADGKGAA
JUST.
OH MY GOD.
FUCKKKKK MAN.
He's just so mischievous, classy and straightforward..Did I mention him being physically being ideal for me? I'm a sucker for brown hair and green eyes.
However the book itself is amazing. Morgensten's ability to allow her readers to vividly experience the circus is honestly astonishing. Her description of various things has me literally memorized AND HER USE OF VOCABULARY. OH MY GOD.
I haven't finished the book yet but it really is mesmerizing so far.
~ end of book spazz ~
I love the whole concept of circus'. How it's so extraordinary and over the top but acceptable because IT'S A CIRCUS. In particular I love how 'The Night Circus' was made up of black and white which are my two favourite colors. Just imagine a whole circus filled in black and white....Fucking love, man.
Can we take this moment to appreciate jesters *cough* Harley Quinn *cough* please.
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| ARKHAM CITY HARLEY ASDFGHJKL; |
"Face it Harl, it stinks- You're a certified nutso wanted by the law in two dozen states and hopelessly in love with a murderous, psychopathic clown" ♡
HARLEEN QUINZEL MOTHER FUCKERS.
I did some fan art for her a while back~
I did some fan art for her a while back~
I'll just stick in some Mad Moxxi because she's just awesome like that.
I did a cosplay look for her as well but I'll post that later~
So what is there to write about now hmMMMmm.
Writer's block ftw...lolno.
Nothing really out of the norm has been going on with my life besides my Brother being an asshole and taking away my internet because I'm really addicted to it lately. Even though he's doing it for my benefit he's still an asshole.
*Adds to list of reasons why I'm better off living by myself*
I had a bit of a hyperventilation breakdown the other day with my same aged friend on how we're so old now but practically been doing nothing.
Like the age milestones of our lives have been past, 13 and 16 and now thinking about it realisitcally I'M NEARLY 20.
Like holy shit, how did time past by so quickly.
Whenever I think about it I feel so caught up in the moment but then after a while I begin to think- Well, what else do I have to live for?
Honestly, I've done the majority of the things I wanted to and I've been really living out of my comfort zone recently because I'm..more or less extremely bored with life...Basically.
Like if I die right now, I wouldn't have much regrets.
So I'm pretty content with the fact that if I'm ever faced with a deadly illness I'd rather embrace it and not get treatment done to cure it. If it's my time to go then I MIGHT AS WELL GO YENO.
I know that's an extremely selfish wish considering how there's so many people in the world who'd kill to be in my position but unfortunately I cannot trade my life with another.
I know that's an extremely selfish wish considering how there's so many people in the world who'd kill to be in my position but unfortunately I cannot trade my life with another.
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Okay so I just put this spam of photos up and I was looking for a new song to play while I was gonna write something {which I've forgotten what it was now} and I stumbled upon Tonight by DBSK and OH MY GOD MY FEELS AKJFASFA;
I'm like on the verge of tears hjaskjnfas this band was my childhood/teenage years, like I'm still a Cassiopeian now and forever will be {cheesy ik} but I was a DIE-HARD Cassiopeian when I was like 13-15 {Until they broke a part basically} I made so many friends off their fan site and spent so many nights talking to people there spazzing about our bias, I even wrote YunJae fanfic ~*NO REGRETS*~
And an avid fanfic reader *cough*
It feels so nostalgic listening to their old songs again and fuckkk, did I forget how angelic Jaejoong's voice is, oh my God.
I really wish them all the best.
And Yunho.
Please marry me.
Or Jaejoong.
I'll enjoy both just as much as the other.
You know.
U-Know.
YUNHO.
hur hur hur hur hur.
Um so where was I.
Oh yeah- No where. Okay. Well. Hm. Well. Okay then. Okay. So.
Um.
This is so strange. I never run out of things to talk about.
Wow.
End's are meeting.
World is ending.
GG.
Anyways, I'll end this post on a rough note then
Goodnight and sweet Dreams~
5:38am.
5:38am.
I'll probably stay up and walk down to the shops at 8am to get some sweets.
FUNSIES.
Signing off,
Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
nabelle <3
